Still Alive

I'm still here, just haven't had much to talk about.
Things for me are a little better, I guess. I'm not needing to take anything to make me sleep at night, so that's nice. I'm still stressed, and when the boy is here it's miserable, but what can you do?
Why is it miserable? His attitude. My attitude. His being cruel to his brothers that just miss him and want to be around him (although I can't figure out why because he's a total jackass to them).
The kids are all out of school for two weeks for Fall break. It's not been bad. Tucker wants to play with them, but they've gotten into video games (he can't play) and if not playing video games, they want to be out front playing. We have a nice back yard with a playset, but they'd rather be out front. Tucker can't be out there alone (and especially without pants on) so that's a no go too.
What was that about Tucker not wearing pants? Yeah. He's still potty training. He's just got to decide to do it, really. He's totally ready, and will go on the potty perfectly for days in a row, then the next thing you know he's pooping and peeing everywhere. It's like it's not worth his time to walk into the bathroom, so he just goes where he's standing. Then, sometimes he acts all freaked out about pooping on the potty and doesn't want to do it. But he can do it and he has!
That kid will be the death of me.
Other things have been keeping me busy, but I'll try to post more later. Just wanted to give a quick update.
I should really get my fat booty off the computer.